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2026 / 10
- Upgraded my chimera PC, I feed it with CPU from my server.
- Threw marshmallow at にほしか, and received a valuable answer. It is my first message sent in Japanese! I iterated single question for two hours with multiple LLMs to make sure I convey what I want, and to not cause any trouble.
- Failed multiple times at using Krita to draw sound. Still having no idea how drawing a circle embedded a demon into the sound.
- Recently I'm listening to this when I grind at late hour.
- Watched and finished Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid, and Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid S! I like it!
- Had some fun making this:
- I'm getting more curious and passionate recently.
- Found yet another にほしか youtube channel. Gained even more respect to にほしか.
- Decided and ended up failing a lot with: sound design, music mashup, and audio programming.
- Getting better at noticing and labeling a feeling of wanting to boast about stuff I've made. I get to notice more that I'm slowly changing my mentality. I don't want to selfishly grab others' attention, I don't want to show the finished 'thing', I want to share failures, process and interesting bits.
- Failed twice at cooking, made one new discovery.
- Got socially forced to go to birthday party. Failed 7 times at social interactions, managed to not hurt my inner self too much.
- I'm starting to see how effort put in past failures contributes towards new interesting failures. I'm starting to embrace failure.
- Got better at reducing stress.
- Still: listening to inhuman amount of JP Vocaloid songs, playing TerraFirmaGreg, playing rhythm games occasionally.
- Started using twitter for language immersion. I like it!
- Decided to dedicate my entire life for tadOS project.
- Received 4 big bags full of apples; desperately trying to eat them all before they go bad.