I finally fixed my PC for over a year, when booting into Windows I couldn't boot into Linux untill I turned PC off for 5 hours; the solution was to physically swap two SDDs.
Had a lot of rough days, where my mind was a mess and I was in apathy.
Started working on my self-control and temperance.
Randomly looking at ilutrations on Pixiv; old me would find it weird, but it looks that I simply enjoy looking at others art. Pixiv my beloved SNS.
Considered dropping from college; but Stockholm syndrome said: "No, stay in captivity."
Started reading new webnovel and I really like it. In one sentence: "I was reincarnated, but I'm paralyzed, mute, deaf, bind, autistic, neurodivergent, very cute, and have anesthesia."
Read few random manga including STALKER x STALKER; watched SHIBOYOGI, OSHI NO KO and Tanya the evil.
Finally back into a habbit of dedicating 1,5h each day for fun projects. Also taking naps more frequently.
Automatized my dopamine; now when I start doing stuff I care animation plays on my screen.